I need you more!

I Need You More
Bethel Live (feat Kim Walker Smith)
Here is Love CD

October 9, 2010

I Need You More
More than Yesterday
I Need you More
More than Words Can Say
I Need you More
Than Ever Before
I Need you, Lord
I need you, Lord

More than the Air I Breathe
More than the Song I Sing
More than the next heartbeat
More than anything

And Lord as Time Goes by
I’ll be by your side
Because I Never want to go back to my old life

One thing that always strikes me is the fact that God could not love me any more. No matter what I do, HE COULD NOT LOVE ME MORE. Isn’t that incredible? I listened to this song and it just made me realize that I could not Need Him any more than I already do. It just seemed like an interesting comparison. God loves me unconditionally and I need him unconditionally. There is absolutely nothing that could change that.
My godmother recently described how the song Breathe reminds her that she cannot imagine existence without the presence of God in her life. She said she cannot imagine even trying to breathe without His hand guiding her. Then I heard this song again and it just made me remember how much I NEED Him.
There is a huge difference between what we Need and what we Want. I Want to get married someday. I want to have Children. I want to go back to Africa. I want to lose the weight that has burdened me for so many years. I want to have the largest DVD collection in the world…(just kidding J)…but as I think about these things, I finally grasp that if none of what I want happens….it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter because I have the only thing I will ever NEED. I have a relationship with a God who knows my heart. I have purpose in Him no matter what I think sometimes. So here it is:

God: You know my heart and you know my desires, but if what I want is not part of your plan for me, then take it. Because I am yours and I know that as long as I am walking with you I am going to have the best life I could ever ask for.